Hello~~~~ this will be my first diary here!! I had one in www.xanga.com/claire_cloud but I dun like that name so I'll write in this one from now on.

Cloud you betrayed me and I trusted you with all my heart and you lie to me and you just totally ignore my feelings. you really made me feel disappointed. Moreover, I told you that the most digusting thing that people do to me is to think that I'm stupid. You treat me like a fool and that's why it hurts the most. There is no Lily... I know that already and I fucking hate you. I was about to be your friend and I just can't believe how many lies you had. You used to tell me not to lie, not to lie.. lie is the worst thing in your whole life. Guess what... you just told me the biggest lie on earth!!!!

But I still want you to know that I hope everything good to you... you deserve to be happy and thanks to you... right now I dun feel anything for you anymore and I'm ready to FLY! :) Cloud I never thought you would do this to me.... I did love you with all my heart and I know you did too. Anyway... even though you hurt me so.. you still taught me a lot of things and I'll remember that forever in my whole life.

Justin... you are sooooooo good!! I'm sorry that I bored you but you are really kind!! Super like you... keke... hope you and your girlfriend is fine :D

Thanks Joey and Kennix to be here with me... you guys are the best friends on earth. I know tonight I bother a lot of people and thanks everyone for being so wonderful to me. You guys've been so amazing. Especially Justin, really... I'm a stranger to you and you still treat me so good! but your Cantonese sucks... kekekek just kidding.

Talked to Fat Hung.... thanks for being here for me too!! You know... you are a good guy and you should GROW UP!!! He said that I was really crazy when I left everything behind and went to Australia!! keke... actually, I'd do everything for the people that I love!! :) I dun mind at all and that's what love's about, right?? :)